1. |
tears of joy
02:39
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step
all over me
bite so hard I break my teeth
and feel what’s underneath
how’s that for smiling?
all of my losses are not your cross to bear
work so hard to make it hurt
and drag me through the dirt
I’m your seed to sow
I will never be the same
I will never trust again
I will never free my mind
I will never know how to cry
tears of joy
this is mine
this is my hell
feeling worthless? join the club
been hung out to dry by those who you love?
no matter how hard I try
I’ll never know how to cry
tears of joy
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2. |
bastard
02:24
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rotten
how could you?
I’m losing my grip
bastard
forget me?
forgiveness doesn’t work
I can’t forget
barred to the ground, I’m forced to take it off
trust turns to fear, I want to end it all
look at me
still so stepped on
lying through my teeth just to see how far this can go.
life is such a chore, there’s nothing left, it can’t be so simple.
out of faith, I can’t heal, pain like this won’t ever go away.
I haven’t slept at all
I never told a soul
thought it was all my fault
it never goes away
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3. |
annie interlude
02:00
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it haunts me all day
everyday
each way
the hard way
I drive off the highway and die
been there done that
blood stained bath mat
circumstance doesn’t last
and neither do we.
sweet dreams are made of this.
who am I to disagree?
travel the world there’s nothing to see.
everybody’s looking for something.
some of them want to use you
some of them want to be used by you
some of them want to abuse you
some of them want to be abused
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4. |
s.a.p.
02:20
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I cannot quench this bitter curse
already fucked, do your worst
insecurity shackles me
hide away my mentalities
don’t waste your fucking time
just leave me here
soon enough I’ll disappear
self awareness is prison
in more ways than one
I always try to be like you
can’t make the same mistake
self awareness is poison
in more ways than one
life sentence I pay for
I can’t take it anymore
I suffer on the inside
mental prison no doors
turned until it pulls me out
I can’t believe I’m so infested inside and out
I can’t think straight
you’ll feel my pain
feel my pain
force it down my throat
I enjoy the choke
no one sees the dead
they just see what’s left
I will never be the same
scratching through my cheeks
watch me suffocate
bottle up all my bitterness
I’m bursting at the fucking seems
such a prison I’m weak for
I can’t take it anymore
I suffer on the inside
burn and feel no more
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5. |
hole in my head
02:43
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my past still fucking haunts me
I don’t get much sleep
no wonder no one wants me
need your sympathy
it’s every empty gesture
and every desperate measure
of this one size fits all box
all you fucking do is talk
force feed me charm until I choke
force feed me charm until I never fucking notice
don’t wanna play it anymore
this mind game of yours
counting up the times
I kissed it all goodbye
buried alive
inside my mind
my past still fucking haunts me
I don’t get much sleep
no wonder no one wants me
need your sympathy
like a hole in my head
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